Lelia,

This is one of the most beautiful testimonies to the healing in God's Love,
that I have ever heard or read.  The subject you have given your post tells
it all.  The scriptures talk of the living waters of the Holy Spirit in us,
but those living waters cascading into waterfalls of healing expresses so
wonderfully how He really works in the circumstances you describe.  I'm
praising God with you!

In His Love,
Helen

Earlier, lelia wrote:
>Hi all, well, something happened to me today that I if I don't tell you all
>will burst out of my heart anyway.  Have you ever felt like your brain was
>going faster than your fingers?  Well, that's what's happening now.  When I
>was a child I was sexually molested by my father.  I knew that it had
>happened but I had blocked my memory of the events.  I was lied to I was
>lulled in to a false security blanket of guilt shame and hurt and fear.  My
>Jesus through the waterfall of my Holy Spirit showed me today that a lot of
>that wasn't my hurt or pain but my fathers.  Yes he did sexually molest me
>and yes I felt dirty unclean like a whore.  Ok moderators sorry but I could
>not describe it any other way.  My poor father was hurt in his life.  His
>family background was hard for him.  I guess what all of this boils down to
>is that today I am healed and can go back to my past a past that I knew had
>happened but was afraid of and couldn't even remember.  You know we can all
>say we forgive but I think that for me I really did not know what
>forgiveness really was because of the lies in my head and heart.  I know
>this isn't doing my feelings any justice but all I can say is that during
>this prayer session I felt live like a waterfall but that waterfall wasn't
>running outside it was running through out my whole heart my soul.  I guess
>if I had a request it would be that if my fathers still alive and I don't
>know if he is or not but if he is please pray all that he comes to know our
>Christ.  When Phil said he had seen some one healed it was me.  I will wish
>you all a goodnight and hey its real it can happen.  I think that we don't
>take what the Holy Spirit has to offer us.  and that for me right now is
>healing.  The love of a waterfall.
>
>Lelia