Vinnie,

I'm praying now.  Maybe the Lord is saying that He wants to shine through 
cracked pots. (smile).  I know it doesn't feel good to perform poorly.  I 
blanked out on a piece that sort of twists your fingers around in complex 
ways.  My piano teacher made the comment that it's hard to start again.  If 
I remember right, it was during a concert I put on before I went off to a 
boarding school for the last two years of high school.  but be comforted; 
the day will come when you and I will play the most beautiful, perfect music 
forever!

Sharon