231 lbs.  Not bad considering my starting weight, but it's been around 230
for MONTHS.  Hopefully it should start going down now that I am off the
psychotropics.

I'm trying to get myself out of the agricultural mindset that believes in
"the nobility of suffering."  I'm in a lot of emotional pain, pining away
over lost love.  I know it's a stupid thing to do.

My original plan was to wait until I was 200 lbs or less before I went
looking for a replacement for Sarah, but I think I might start sooner.  The
best cure for lost love is a new one, from what I hear.  I'll let you guys
know next week.