Let us know how it went when you're able.  Thoughts and prayers, Vicki

----- Original Message -----
From: "Shelly Pryor" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Tuesday, December 16, 2003 1:05 PM
Subject: Re: health update


> Hey all, i'm waiting for my ride to take me to get to get the MRI done.
Yes,
> i found a ride someone from church overheard me talking to someone else
and
> offered to drive me so that I could b given something to relax me. So they
> will b using something called zanax or some such z word. And if that
doesn't
> work they will put me all the way out. I've been playing a worship CD my
> friend made and it has been helping but I'm starting to feel afraid again
I
> sure wish I had better controll over my thoughts on this.
> Thanks for praying
> 1 hour to go
> Shelly
>
> ----- Original Message -----
> From: "BD" <[log in to unmask]>
> To: <[log in to unmask]>
> Sent: Tuesday, December 16, 2003 6:15 AM
> Subject: Re: health update
>
>
> > Shelly,
> >
> > No need to worry about rude emails or having to unsub from the list.
Your
> > requests ae welcome, and we are your friends here.  I'm sorry you had to
> > endure all you had as a child and the situation you find yourself in
> > currently as well. It is perfectly normal to have such blockages. It is
> a
> > natural way of protecting us. And looking at that little feature we have
> > built within us, how can anyone doubt there isn't a God? Anyway, for
those
> > events of days gone by, have you sought a counselor to work your way
past
> > them? For your current MRI situation, some have given you good
> > advice  here. I've never had one, but they don't last forever and the
idea
> > of an open one with tunes jamming in the ears sounds like It'd be not
too
> > bad. Keep us informed of when your MRI is scheduled and we'll keep you
in
> > prayer for during that too eh.
> >
> > Brad
> >
> >
> > At 12/13/2003 on Saturday, you wrote:
> > >This is a multi-part message in MIME format.
> > >
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> > >Not much to say. the altrasound which went fairly well not counting the
=
> > >pain I had at certain points did not show anything abnormal at least =
> > >that they could see. They said that they could not see manything well
on
> =
> > >the right side not even my ovary which is wierd because that's where =
> > >most of my apin has been. So now I get to have an MRI on Tuesday at =
> > >12:45. What's up with me always having appointments at 45 after the =
> > >hour? I'm neveous because I do not do small spaces well and since I'm =
> > >taking the bus I can not given anything to calm me beforehand or
during.
> =
> > >
> > >Today I'm not doing well. I can't eat. I've prepared several things but
=
> > >I keep gagging on it. I'm hungry darn it! I can keep down water at =
> > >least.=20
> > >Ok, I've been debating whether or not I wanted to write about this, but
=
> > >u guys seem pretty understanding, and I suppose if I get any rude email
=
> > >I can change my address or leave the list or whatever.=20
> > >As a young child and teen if I was in a situation where I felt =
> > >threatened or scared (like during child abuse or some of the scarrier =
> > >medical proceedures that were done) I'd space out. It's like I could =
> > >shut my brain down. I have memory blocks in those places. No I do not =
> > >have another personality that takes over I just sort of leave.=20
> > >So I spent 2 years in therapy learning to deal with my post traumatic =
> > >stress disorder symptoms. And I'd gone 4 years without spacing. Until =
> > >yesterday when they told me they wanted to do the MRI. It was an =
> > >unplanned unpayed vecation out of Shelly's messed up brain. This feels
=
> > >like a huge setback!=20
> > >prayers appreciated.=20
> > >
> > >
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> > >Not much to say. the altrasound which = went fairly=20 well not
counting
> > >the pain I had at certain points did not show anything = abnormal at
> least
> > >that they could see. They said that they could not see = manything well
> on
> > >the right side not even my ovary which is wierd = because that's=20
where
> > >most of my apin has been. So now I get to have an MRI on Tuesday = at
> > >12:45.=20 What's up with me always having appointments at 45 after the
> > >hour? I'm = neveous=20 because I do not do small spaces well and since
> I'm
> > >taking the bus I can = not=20 given anything to calm me beforehand or
> during.
> > >Today I'm not doing well. I can't eat. = I've=20 prepared several
things
> > >but I keep gagging on it. I'm hungry darn it! I = can keep=20 down
water
> > >at least.
> > >Ok, I've been debating whether or not I = wanted to=20 write about
this,
> > >but u guys seem pretty understanding, and I suppose if = I get=20 any
> rude
> > >email I can change my address or leave the list or whatever.=20
> > >As a young child and teen if I was in a = situation=20 where I felt
> > >threatened or scared (like during child abuse or some of = the=20
> scarrier
> > >medical proceedures that were done) I'd space out. It's like I =
could=20
> > >shut my brain down. I have memory blocks in those places. No I do not =
> > >have=20 another personality that takes over I just sort of leave.
> > >So I spent 2 years in therapy learning = to deal with=20 my post
> traumatic
> > >stress disorder symptoms. And I'd gone 4 years = without=20 spacing.
> Until
> > >yesterday when they told me they wanted to do the = MRI. It=20 was an
> > >unplanned unpayed vecation out of Shelly's messed up brain. This =
> > >feels=20 like a huge setback!
> > >prayers appreciated.
> > >
> > >
> > >
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>