Yes, sir. I did - two mesages at two different accounts. I just got 
out of gospel sounds and am planning  a bit of mail catchup before 
crashing here.

hugs and squeezes

Doris
At 10:18 PM 6/30/2007 -0600, you wrote:

>Wondered if you got   recent mail from me at your personal address?
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>Brad
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>At 06:23 PM 6/30/2007, you wrote:
>>Yes, sometimes I get scared of Mr. God. this is me and not him, I 
>>know but sometimes I just can't seem to help that. i get scared 
>>that Mr. God gets mad at me and wants to throw me out when I fell 
>>short again. And I do so often. I know that is rubbish and that 
>>Mr.God really loves me and is a big hopper over anyone who he can 
>>adopt if we only let him but the "youve been bad you can't be 
>>loved" echoes big time in me sometimes when I lose focus
>>>from mr. God and that is when I really sstrugle.
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>>On a much larger scale, i'm afraid of God in the sense that he 
>>absolutely awes me because he's just beyond comprehension in his 
>>knowledge and love and power and wisdom and presence and extending 
>>from the no beginning to the no end that he is really beyond words 
>>and behond anything the human mind or at least mine can even begin 
>>to comprehend and yet he cares enough to want fellowship with each 
>>of us even though he doesn't have to because he has perfect 
>>fellowship in himself with Jesus and Ruach and they have perfection 
>>in themselves but they don't when they get me yet they want me and 
>>everyone of us and also those who don't know them and that is just 
>>incredible and awesome. maybe this is "fear of the lord" or maybe 
>>that's just a churchy term. i am not scared of mr God with that but 
>>it makes me just feel very little and very humble that he cares and 
>>bothers. "why would the father bother?" <g>
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>>We have such a wonderful God and I want to get to know him for real 
>>and sometimes I wonder what it would be like to just really be with 
>>him like with a daddy but my idea of "daddies' is limited to daddy 
>>pictures largely and even the best of these cannot come even close 
>>to what Mr.God promises and I long so much for that!  I guess I 
>>would like to get together on Mr.God's lap together right next with 
>>Jesus and cuddle with Mr. god and jesus and not be scared of the thought.
>>
>>If that sounds weird, it probably is. I don't always think in big 
>>theological terms when I think of Mr. God on a personal level.
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>>So to sum things up, yes sometimes I am afraid of mr. God.One is 
>>not really afraid but more reverence and that is actually pretty 
>>cool because it makes me aware of God's Vastness and omnipotence 
>>and I draw comfort
>>>from that. When I get scared of mr.God booting me out or not listening to
>>me, then I at least in my head know that that is not of God but of 
>>the Evil One trying to get me to doubt Mr. God just as if some of 
>>myself starts to secondguess stuff or people I should know better. 
>>I'm not aware of Evil getting in between when I'm in the middle of 
>>such a rut sometimes though.
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>>Thanks for the question, this is an intersting thread.
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>>God Bless,
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>>Doris
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>>At 03:16 PM 6/30/2007 -0600, you wrote:
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>>>Are you afraid of God?
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>>>Q.
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>>"Pray, pray, pray!" - Pray without ceasing. (1 Th 5:17)
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