Amen Rhonda.  And I maybe one of the guilty ones.  Father in Heaven forgive me if I am insensative to Vivians grief.  We just ask that you help her trough it no matter how she may have to go through just continue to be there and greet her at the end of this dark tunnel.  Thank you Jesus In you precious name I pray Amen

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When Satan is knocking on your door.  Simply say, "Jesus could you get that for me?"
Karen Carter '74



> Why is it, that some people think that in order to be living a "CVictorious
> Christian life" one must be perfectly happy all the time.  Loosing a
> daughter at such a young age is hard, grief is normal, why can't people be
> allowed time to grieve in their own way, to learn to face life as it is now,
> let go of the past, all the what-ifs, and should-haves, pretending as
> George's wife  seems to be that nothing is wrong isn't helping anyone
> especially her,  I don't know about the rest of you, but I am tired of
> playing the "I have it all together game" I know a real God, who is  bigger
> than all my real and imagined problems, He is not deminished by my fears, my
> questions, and He is more than willing to help me,  when I awaken at
> midnight and worry about the fuuture, what might happen,  or think of the
> past, what should have been done, or could have been done, I have somewhere
> to go, "You shall know the truth and it will set you free"
> and so I tell God the truth, the truth He already knew, that I am once again
> in the middle of a war, my doubts and fears seem to be winning, and I am
> lost somewhere looking for some peace of mind, Rhonda