Yes, Vicki your so right every one is wonderful and loving and gentle.  I am
better.

Thanks


Lelia Struve email [log in to unmask] msn [log in to unmask]
----- Original Message -----
From: "Vicki and The Rors" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Monday, March 07, 2005 9:03 PM
Subject: Re: I heard from my sister delete if you wish its a rambling email


> Hi Lelia,
>
> I'm behind in mail big time.
>
> Hope you are feeling much better about family issues and your sister
> today.
> Since I haven't read on, rather than jump in here and say what I'm
> inclined
> to say, I'll zip my lip and read.  May be back later.  Knowing folks on
> list
> here, my thoughts have probably been already very well spoken and more.
> Everybody is so wonderful here.  So for now... big hugs,
> Vicki
>
> ----- Original Message -----
> From: "lelia" <[log in to unmask]>
> To: <[log in to unmask]>
> Sent: Sunday, March 06, 2005 5:27 AM
> Subject: [ECHURCH-USA] I heard from my sister delete if you wish its a
> rambling email
>
>
>> Hi all, or I should say morning all.
>>
>> I am in an ugly mood, I should be happy I heard from my sister but I'm
> not.
>> She is trying to tell me she is behaving when I know in her voice and
>> manners she isn't.
>>
>> I know that God gives us the family He gives us for a reason but you know
>> sometimes I just feel like throwing up my hands and saying ok God I'm
> done.
>> But then I know that if something happened to any of my family I'd feel
>> guilty thinking i'd not done enough.  I'm blessed with so much both in
>> the
>> world and spiritually but it seems nothing I do or can do helps my family
>> because they want to but don't want to help themselves.
>>
>> I'm sorry all, I'm just rambling its one of those days where I don't want
> to
>> go to church I don't want to sing I don't even know if I want to cry or
> what
>> I want to do I just know that I am not sure how much more I can deal
>> with.
>> It seems as though I give my family an inch and they all take a mile.
> When
>> I say my family I mean my mom and my sister and even the children but I
>> really can't blame them at all I know that they learn from my mom and
> Linda.
>>
>> Ok all, I think I'm through rambling I don't know if any of this made
> sense
>> and I'm sorry if it is long delete if you like.
>>
>>
>> Lelia Struve email [log in to unmask] msn [log in to unmask]
>>