Hi Lelia,

I'm behind in mail big time.

Hope you are feeling much better about family issues and your sister today.
Since I haven't read on, rather than jump in here and say what I'm inclined
to say, I'll zip my lip and read.  May be back later.  Knowing folks on list
here, my thoughts have probably been already very well spoken and more.
Everybody is so wonderful here.  So for now... big hugs,
Vicki

----- Original Message -----
From: "lelia" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Sunday, March 06, 2005 5:27 AM
Subject: [ECHURCH-USA] I heard from my sister delete if you wish its a
rambling email


> Hi all, or I should say morning all.
>
> I am in an ugly mood, I should be happy I heard from my sister but I'm
not.
> She is trying to tell me she is behaving when I know in her voice and
> manners she isn't.
>
> I know that God gives us the family He gives us for a reason but you know
> sometimes I just feel like throwing up my hands and saying ok God I'm
done.
> But then I know that if something happened to any of my family I'd feel
> guilty thinking i'd not done enough.  I'm blessed with so much both in the
> world and spiritually but it seems nothing I do or can do helps my family
> because they want to but don't want to help themselves.
>
> I'm sorry all, I'm just rambling its one of those days where I don't want
to
> go to church I don't want to sing I don't even know if I want to cry or
what
> I want to do I just know that I am not sure how much more I can deal with.
> It seems as though I give my family an inch and they all take a mile.
When
> I say my family I mean my mom and my sister and even the children but I
> really can't blame them at all I know that they learn from my mom and
Linda.
>
> Ok all, I think I'm through rambling I don't know if any of this made
sense
> and I'm sorry if it is long delete if you like.
>
>
> Lelia Struve email [log in to unmask] msn [log in to unmask]
>