It's taken me a while to answer, Loving, because I have been flooded with
mail, but you can be assured that my prayers are with you.  May God grant
you the opportunity to forgive Mary for being angry with you even before or
id she doesn't ask.  God will release you from the bondage of being hurt and
let you freely feel that loving spirit for which we all know you.  I believe
in you, Sis, and God is will hold you.  He promised He would, and God never
breaks a promise.  Your friends might fail you, and you might fail them, but
Jesus never fails.

April

----- Original Message -----
From: "Pat Ferguson" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Monday, May 24, 2004 12:03 AM
Subject: I'm feeling sad


> Dear Loving EChurch family,
>
> I'm feeling very sad tonight.
>
> With all the events that happened last week, and then yesterday hearing
> about loosing Chuck Woodcock, and then tonight I received an unfortunate
> phone call from Mary Hoagland. She is mad at me again. I'm really feeling
> very sad about all these things. In fact, I'm not feeling very loving
tonight.
>
> My heart is broken, and I want to talk to her before something happends,
> and let her know that I love her, but she doesn't want to talk to me for a
> while. Please pray that her heart does not become hardened as she was with
> us last night on our Prayer and Praise group, as we dedicated it to Chuck
> Woodcock, and we prayed, and then we talked about the good old times at
> OSB., and she really had a good time.
>
> I'm not asking for pitty or for anyone to feel sorry for me. I'm just
> asking for God's strength and wisdom. I'm asking for prayers and those
> lovings and squeezings and understand.
>
> I'm praying for all of you.
>
> Thanks so much for all your love and support. I love you all a bunch. God
> Bless you all.
>
> Lovingly,
> Pat Ferguson