Chris, my opinion is that God does not use a 5-year-old child, or a
4-year-old, or a 3-year-old to be a "guardian angel" to you or to anyone
else.  As far as the crying hyterically when you see her is concerned, that
would have nothing to do with a spiritual connection between the two of
you, but only an emotional one.
What have you been reading to make you think this world is only fantasy and
not reality?  Sounds like some science fiction stuff.
Sorry to put it this way, but you need to go before the Lord, with an open
Bible, and seek His Truth on all these matters.  The world can't give you
the answers, only God Himself, by His Spirit, according to what is written
in His Word.  Otherwise, you could get caught up in some other vain
imaginations, apart from Him and His Truth.

Helen

At 07:34 PM 1/12/04 -0500, you wrote:
>i'm warning yall.  This is quite darn lengthy, but I promise ya:  It's worth
>the entire read from beginning to end as I do have some pretty deep
>questions.  Get ready, cause again, I say:  this? is?  deep!
>
>how many of you all believe in gardian angels?  Besides you Phil, i already
>know that you do.
>
>i've never had a spiritual encounter with one, however, I do know now more
>than ever in my life, that i do have a gardian angel.  I just know it, and
>know that she is constantly at work.  Granted, she might only be 5 years
>old, I know well enough that even 5 isn't too young to be one...  If you
>don't believe me, then explain this to me:
>
>Why every time that I see her, which is almost hardly never, is it mearly
>impossible for either of us to keep from both crying histerically at the
>exact same time?  Why is it that even though she's 5, she still has the
>maturity to call me every single day, and not even miss one.  let's put it
>this way, it's extre'ee'ee'eemly dangerous when a child of this age has
>neumonia yet, even then, when she once did at age 4, about a year ago, even
>then! she made it a point each day, even if it meant her constantly coughing
>etc. she made it a point even then to call me...  She's even at her age now,
>told me that she would die for me...  She said this firstly for the first
>time, at age 3.  Now, if you can sit here and tell me, that a 3 year old is
>going to have the branes to know what it means to give and lay down their
>life for someone, then I wanna know what child you are talking about and
>would ya mind me adopting it?  LOL!  only kidding.  Back on a more serious
>note though:  This is a really deep topic, and i don't have all the answers;
>I don't think any of us do:  I think angels, may or may not, be physically
>formed.  It really depends on your perspective as to how they will end up
>being perceived by you as an individual.  And if anyone's raising the
>question now, well I have a very dear relative, or friend, who I think might
>be a gardian angel, but how do I know...  This is gonna be hard for me to
>explain if you haven't already experienced the feeling, andc Phil, maybe you
>can help me reword this a little more simply.  That is my point.  You, as
>yourself, won't know!  you won't ever know!  it's your spirit, and your soul
>that will.  Then through those indications, you can then as a person
>physically, begin to take on the ability of knowing.
>
>let me give an example, and I don't think this is gonna really clarify, but
>it might...
>
>i thought all along that my cousin jessica was my gardian angel.  Well, I
>thought this up until literally last night...  Yes, I still love her, O my
>God!  I'd die and willingly rot, and burn...  OK, that's getting
>inappropriate, so I'll stop that comment, but you get the poihnt.  Yes, I
>still would, however, there's a very big difference in love, verses angel
>gardianship...  I can't explain it...  it could take under my belief, years
>before you'd ever know, i just find it funny, how the first time I ever met
>this person who now I know it really is, at 9 months old, right then and
>there, the first time I ever fed her her bottle, and held her, even, for
>that matter:  I knew, right away, this relationship was faaaaar! more than
>just friendship, or love...  i think the thing was though:  I purposely
>tried to dismiss it, as it sort a scared me...  No? not cause of that...  No
>way!  it just did, more in general, i guess cause i new we lived over 1000
>miles away, and I didn't want to cling to her too much, as I knew if I did,
>it would wreck me...  Well, sure enough, o, it wrecked me all right!  Nearly
>physically killed me! to be more precise.  So, my question really well,
>yeah, one, is, how many of you all believe that this day in time, God really
>does send angels through the physical formities of a child, or an adult, and
>I'm not refering to romance, o she's my angel, I mean more deeply,
>spiritually.  OK, I'm gonna say something, and if you all choose to object
>to it, then, ok.  but I do wanna get one thing very clear:
>
>just as you all have the God given right to express your beliefs, I feel I
>openly should be able to as well, so if you all disagree, then fine, but
>let's agree to disagree, and not start up any anamosity.
>
>I myself, believe that God is the creator of all people and all things.  he
>created people in his own image...  however! there are certain people who
>he's specificly created at some time or another who do have God speaking
>through them...  um...  Gosh this is difficult to explain...  i'm trying,
>really I am...  but it's almost on a spiritual level beyond physical
>comprehention.  Think of it like this:
>
>When a human is born, God has a plan for them quite obviously.  Whether they
>choose to follow that plan, is a different thing altogether...  but
>anyway....  I feel like that God has created angels in the form of people.
>No no no no, don't get the wrong idea here.  i'm not saying that they are
>part of, or have a part of the trenity, I'm saying that even though they are
>an angel, they don't have a haylo or wings.  yes, I think that there are
>those types, but they are only seen more rarely...  i think though that God,
>has created certain people to be "gardian angels."  I feel like they may
>have gosh... what's the word....  not.... rejuvinated... that's no where
>close to what I'm looking for, nor is carma anywhere close...  I'm not that
>spiritually sick... LOL!  Um...  It's more like...  They... were in heaven,
>I guess is what I'm trying to say, when they really were born first...
>Then, through means of another birth, after God has maybe told them his plan
>for them, he sends them to earth, as a baby through means of another humanly
>birth.  This goes back to an interesting question that was presented to my
>pastor by myself.  Again, this is deep, so bare with me...
>
>When we are created:  Were we created and right now, actually, we already
>are in heaven, but don't know it...  Don't stop reading, I have my reason of
>thinking, and you might find it facenating if you read on...  I know that
>last comment may offend people, but if you'd let me explain, I don't think
>it will in the long run...
>
>See, often times, I've heard that when you die, it's like a new awakening.
>Well, I really stopped and thought about that for a bit...  What if... we
>are already dead, we're already in heaven, yet, are totally asleep there and
>not aware of it...  What is here now on earth that we're experiencing is
>only a dream.  We think it's reality though as we've never seen reality
>which is, hince?  Right!  Heaven!  or in some people's case?  Hell!
>
>So, really we're already there, we just don't know it...  kind of a freakie
>concept.  Anyway, I could go on with these philisofical questions for days
>upon years, but I don't wanna bore yall, so just let me know about this
>first, and we'll take it from there.
>
>
>Take care.
>
>
>Chris.