Lelia, It sounds dreadful to me. I would feel totally like the fifth wheel on a two-wheel bike! I wish I could hug you right now, my poor Lelia. I guess I can identify, not exactly with the entire situation, but with other experiences. IN HIS MATCHLESS NAME, purple Mari At 08:47 PM 6/11/2007, you wrote: >Hi all, well, they came today, the parents did. You know what/ I >feel so alone. NOt because of anything Todd did or said. Its just >that they make me feel like I'm just along for the ride, not married >to Todd. His dad asks Todd have you got your bills paid for your >doctors and he Todd said yes, we're working on Lelia's but they >don't really Seem to care about me or anything I've got to pay for. >Its Todd Todd Todd!!! we're so used to things being ours ours ours, >that its just lonely being me me me!! I don't even know if any of >that made sense. > >Todd got an early Birthday present. He got a computer. and I feel >kind of left out because I know Denver and people here, and they >didn't even talk to me about things like speech and all that. >Instead they searched online, and spent a whole lot more money then >they even had to. So again, its not ours its Todd's. > >So tomorrow, we're going to have so much fun going down to Beyond >Sight and having Jim install window eyes when we could have done it >for nothing. Not only that, but Todd has windows vista and we know >nothing about that. Ah well, they say you don't marry the family >ha!! how untrue that is. > >Night all, after this I'm going to bed. I just know that I need to >make Todd's birthday a good one. Oh I hope it hails!!! Todd's >parents brought there Mercedes and his dad said "I don't want it to >hail!!! ha!!! I hope it hails!!! > > >Well, ok ok, I might take that back!! Sometimes when I wish >something the Lord gives it to me tenfold. Ok never mind. Maybe just a little? > >night all. > >Lelia > >-- >Email services by FreedomBox. Surf the Net at the sound of your >voice. www.freedombox.info