Keep listening to God and never go by feelings. -- Christ is either Lord of all or he is not Lord at all. Karen Carter '74 > --0-1318945982-1122911304=:5126 > Content-Type: text/plain; charset=iso-8859-1 > Content-Transfer-Encoding: 8bit > > I feel the same way. I know God has someone special in my future. I feel a > little confused, because I've put alot of prayer in this relationship, and have > taken it very slow. God is showing me reasons why he is behaving this way, and I > understand alot of what he is doing. It doesn't make it hurt any less. I know > that I just need to go on like I do any other day. I'm not chasing after him, > I'm beyond doing that. I know that Billy cares alot for me, he is just wounded > and scared. But I will not put my life on hold while he decides wether or not > those things will keep him from the joy God has planned for him. He is at a > point in his life where he doubts his faith, not having that hope, influences > poor behaviour choices. > > If he was always a jerk, I'd say see ya. But he isn't. He has been nothing but a > gentleman who treated me with more respect than anyone I've ever known. Thats > why I know this is not just a character flaw, but fear. I am not condoning what > he did, and I'll move on with out him, unless God does something, just, at least > I have understanding, instead of bitterness. And that frame of mind helps when > Satan is whispering old lies in my head. > > cindy > > Marvella <[log in to unmask]> wrote: > This is a multi-part message in MIME format. > > ------=_NextPart_000_002D_01C5967C.9F83C010 > Content-Type: text/plain; > charset="iso-8859-1" > Content-Transfer-Encoding: quoted-printable > > Cindy, it sounds like you're heading in the right direction with this. = > You definitely don't need those kinds of games. It sounds like it might = > be time to let him go and you move on with your life. Trust in God. He = > has a very special person out there for you. Hang in there. God bless. > > > ------=_NextPart_000_002D_01C5967C.9F83C010 > Content-Type: text/html; > charset="iso-8859-1" > Content-Transfer-Encoding: quoted-printable > > > > charset=3Diso-8859-1"> > > > > > Cindy, it sounds like you're heading in = > the right=20 > direction with this. You definitely don't need those kinds of games. It = > sounds=20 > like it might be time to let him go and you move on with your life. = > Trust in=20 > God. He has a very special person out there for you. Hang in there. God=20 > bless. > > > > > > > ------=_NextPart_000_002D_01C5967C.9F83C010-- > > > Your White Lily Candle consultant! > **Want to know what a day in Heaven is like? Then come to > www.heavenscented.com > -They may forget what you did but they will never forget how you made them > feel.--Carl Buechner > > > > > > > > > --0-1318945982-1122911304=:5126 > Content-Type: text/html; charset=iso-8859-1 > Content-Transfer-Encoding: 8bit > > <DIV>I feel the same way. I know God has someone special in my future. I > feel a little confused, because I've put alot of prayer in this relationship, > and have taken it very slow. God is showing me reasons why he is behaving this > way, and I understand alot of what he is doing. It doesn't make it hurt any > less. I know that I just need to go on like I do any other day. I'm not chasing > after him, I'm beyond doing that. I know that Billy cares alot for me, he is > just wounded and scared. But I will not put my life on hold while he decides > wether or not those things will keep him from the joy God has planned for him. > He is at a point in his life where he doubts his faith, not having that hope, > influences poor behaviour choices. </DIV> > <DIV> </DIV> > <DIV>If he was always a jerk, I'd say see ya. But he isn't. He has been nothing > but a gentleman who treated me with more respect than anyone I've ever known. > Thats why I know this is not just a character flaw, but fear. I am not condoning > what he did, and I'll move on with out him, unless God does something, just, at > least I have understanding, instead of bitterness. And that frame of mind helps > when Satan is whispering old lies in my head.</DIV> > <DIV> </DIV> > <DIV>cindy<BR><BR><B><I>Marvella <[log in to unmask]></I></B> > wrote:</DIV> > <BLOCKQUOTE class=replbq style="PADDING-LEFT: 5px; MARGIN-LEFT: 5px; > BORDER-LEFT: #1010ff 2px solid">This is a multi-part message in MIME > format.<BR><BR>------=_NextPart_000_002D_01C5967C.9F83C010<BR>Content-Type: > text/plain;<BR>charset="iso-8859-1"<BR>Content-Transfer-Encoding: > quoted-printable<BR><BR>Cindy, it sounds like you're heading in the right > direction with this. =<BR>You definitely don't need those kinds of games. It > sounds like it might =<BR>be time to let him go and you move on with your life. > Trust in God. He =<BR>has a very special person out there for you. Hang in > there. God > bless.<BR><BR><BR>------=_NextPart_000_002D_01C5967C.9F83C010<BR>Content-Type: > text/html;<BR>charset="iso-8859-1"<BR>Content-Transfer-Encoding: > quoted-printable<BR><BR><BR><BR> > <META http-equiv=3DContent-Type content='3D"text/html;' > ="<br">charset=3Diso-8859-1"><BR> > <META content='3D"MSHTML' name=3DGENERATOR 6.00.2900.2668?><BR> > <STYLE></STYLE> > <BR><BR><BR> > <DIV><FONT face=3DArial size=3>Cindy, it sounds like you're heading in =<BR>the > right=20<BR>direction with this. You definitely don't need those kinds of games. > It =<BR>sounds=20<BR>like it might be time to let him go and you move on with > your life. =<BR>Trust in=20<BR>God. He has a very special person out there for > you. Hang in there. God=20<BR>bless.</FONT></DIV><BR> > <DIV><FONT face=3DArial size=3></FONT> </DIV><BR> > <DIV><FONT face=3DArial > size=3></FONT> </DIV><BR><BR>------=_NextPart_000_002D_01C5967C.9F83C010--< > BR></BLOCKQUOTE><BR><BR><DIV> > <DIV> > <DIV align=center> > <DIV> > <DIV> > <DIV> > <DIV><FONT face=system color=#57708f><FONT face=Arial><FONT size=5><FONT > face="arial black"><FONT color=#7f007f> Your White Lily Candle > consultant!</FONT></FONT></FONT></FONT></FONT></DIV> > <DIV><FONT face=system color=#57708f><FONT face=Arial><FONT size=5><FONT > face="arial black"><FONT color=#7f007f>**</FONT>Want to know what a day in > Heaven is like? 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