Hello Everyone, Sorry to just write one message. I am in so much pain that all I did is sleep all day. I have to take morphine every 2 hours, and the spasms continue unabated. I am sure the sress of incomplete essays/exams, nor the fact that I can no longer go to Toronto for treatment don't help. I long for a solution, even a tiny one, to help. I long for understanding physicians who will treat my dystonia if I have it... Am seriously considering staying in Ottawa over the summer, working at least with my pain specialist, and asking if I can be referred to Montral. Don't think the Toronto Movement Disorders Clinic is an option with my aunt's addison's disease/ my grandparents age. Am going to try and get my physician to write extenseions for essays for the Registrar's office. Please say some prayers for me. I need help. Sorry for complaining, but everything seems to be falling apart before my eyes. I cry and cry. Jenn