Betty, Don't be so hard on yourself. You are a vital part of this list and don't be away to long. No one gan shove anything down my throat ( unless it's Ben & Jerry's ). We are all adults hear and we can evaluate everything for ourselves. Bobby In a message dated 4/18/02 7:09:29 AM, [log in to unmask] writes: >t's the chomping at the bit to do it that scares me about myself. It's >like >a bloodthirst. It makes me ugly. Bloodthirst is ugly. > >Let me go away for a while and get myself right. My apology is genuine, >even >if my nature has become vile and disgusting. >