I have to ask Justin, how old are you? Is your body appearance so important to you would sacrifice 60 years of life? I do hope you are exaggerating. I always tell my kids to be careful what they wish for - they just might get it. I hope you reconsider this... >Some people just find pushing themselves to physical limit to be rewarding. >It's not admirable, but it's a source of emotion for many. If I had a >choice, I would rather die at 30 with the body of Arnold than at 90 with the >body of Linus Pauling. I credit that to low self esteem, but we all have >our vices. > >Justin Hasselman