In a message dated 9/19/00 10:54:14 AM CST, [log in to unmask]
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<< Without self-esteem, I was living a fear-based life. One of them, a
 fear of being left alone, was instrumental in my adopting a vegan
 diet, a natural hygienic lifestyle, a fruitarian existence. On such
 an "extreme" lifestyle, I was able to feel special and draw attention
 to myself. "Hey, look at me, I'm weird! I belong to a special small
 segment of the world's population. Let me tell you why I'm special!"

 When I had no need to "be something," I was able to establish a
 dietary that was more suited to my biology.

 >>

very honest of you to discuss this...you seem to have overcome your
fears.
good for you!
Mary
San Antonio Tx