Jean Claude,

Tell me more about your auto-immune process that you mentioned.... You
said
that you "manifested the autoimmune process".... as if you somehow
wanted it
to happen, or that your body (or mind) made it happen.

That's so interesting. I have MS which is an auto-immune process and
I've
often wondered if it has come about partly because of my emotional
stresses
as much as from food choices.

Have you overcome your immune system problems?

Please tell me more (privately if you'd prefer....)

Al
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From: "Ingrid Bauer/J-C Catry" <[log in to unmask]>
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Sent: Tuesday, September 19, 2000 7:31 PM
Subject: Re: [P-F] Veggie Victims?
>
> i was scared of death at the same time that somewhere i wished i was .
> When i manifested that thru an autoimmune process and got clos to death ,
i
> started to realise that the death,  i was afraid of was not the physical
> death  ( i was attracted to it as a solution ) but  of my own aliveness
and
> my own anger to want a vengeance.
> I was trying to make myself as pure and innocent as possible so the
contrast
> with the torturer was more stricking .
>