I'm still not taking the situation very well at all.

The person I'm refering to, is now on my list of people to never speak to
ever again, unless an apology comes my way, or unless he or she deliveretly
tells me via e-mail or phone, of the reason why they do not take certain
things seriously to heart.

Believe me:  this wasn't me being over sinsitive, as almost all my friends
are in total agreement that what this person, whoever it may be, did, was
totally! uncalled for.

Keep praying, as I'm still quite furious.


Chris.
----- Original Message -----
From: "Pat Ferguson" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Monday, March 08, 2004 7:32 PM
Subject: Re: i'm goin' insane!


> Chris,
>
> I'm praying for Peace for you. We don't want you to burst unless it is
with
> love.
>
> Love and Blessings,
> Pat Ferguson
>
>
>
> At 01:24 PM 3/8/04, you wrote:
> >Guys, puhlee'ee'eez! be praying for me!  O God! be praying.  I'm on the
> >extreme edge of literally exploding in rage of fury and anger.  I'd for
now
> >rather not say why, but I'll only say this much, be careful of who you
think
> >your real true friends are.
> >
> >
> >i don't say that comment to imply anything...  I'm just stating it as a
fact
> >of matter.
> >
> >
> >Please pray that God will now have mercy on me, and forgive me, as right
> >now, I'm extremely judgemental toward a person, and on top of that, I'm
> >lividly furious!  No?  OK?  Heckends!  I'm beyond that:  Livid is a
rainbow
> >with a pot a gold at the end of it, compared to my feelings now.  i know
I
> >shouldn't feel this way, but my God? my God my God? my God!  have lord,
> >mercy on me!  i really truely don't know why I've been so emotional
lately,
> >and yet, have been so overwhelmingly in passion of love for Christ.
> >Granted, yeah, I've loved Christ pretty much all my life, but aaa man!
> >This! is incredible!
> >
> >Anyway, please you all be praying; otherwise I'm lible to burst!
> >
> >Chris.