Pat I believe God understands. I had a rotten day yesterday and I got in God's face. Letting him know I was sick of it. Certainly you have a much bigger reason than mine. But praise the Lord he never stops loving us. And draws closer. Thank you Jesus for your loving care. In JESUS precious name. Amen 

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> On Feb 26, 2015, at 10:26, Pat Ferguson <[log in to unmask]> wrote:
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> Hi Everyone,
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> Thanks so much for your love, Prayers  and support.
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> Phil, I'm glad I'm not the only one who gets in God's face. <smile.
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> I received a very encouraging message from Steve Shultz last night.
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> I want to share some things below here.
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> This is what I wrote to Steve Shultz last night.
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> I'm so scared, and tears come way too easily.
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> Last night on the conference line we listened to your teaching from "What Is God Saying For 2015." It was so good, I think I'll listen to it again, because I need to get in God's face.
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> Right now, I feel so alone. Vernon is doing better than I am. I try not to let him see me get emotional, and I've been asking God Why? Why? Why
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> I know we'll be okay, but I just have to trust in Jesus more, and sometimes that's kind of hard to do, and I hate to admit that.
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> Now, here is what Steve wrote back to me.
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> "If I was back in a crisis I would be listening to my own tape again. I’m convinced that we are closer to God and to Jesus when we get in HIS FACE, even if his answer is, “Just trust me.”  At least “in His Face” we are relating to Him one to one, the way HE INTENDED. He intended for us to be FRIENDS with him and friends get real with friends.  Be yourself, Tell Him you are having trouble trusting Him. Tell Him sometimes you don’t even trust Him AT ALL! He knows this anyway, right?  But this way, we’re getting real with Him and HE LIKES THAT!!
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> Bless you Pat,
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> You are in my prayers but you are IN HIS HEART TONIGHT!
> "
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> End of Steve's comments.
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> I just love all the Elijah List Ministries.
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> I'm even having trouble praying for all of this stuff.
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> now, I'm going to share something in another message to all of you.
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> Thanks much.
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> Many Blessings,
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> Loving you all,
> 
> Pat Ferguson
> "I can Do all Things Through Christ Who Strengthens Me" Philippians 4:13.