Cindy,
Praise the Lord.
Thank God for the changes you have been able to make!
Huggs and blessings!
Virgie At 07:04 PM 7/8/2005, you wrote:
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>I have been learning alot of things this past week. I have been seeking
>God on some things, and wow, when your desperate to see the truth, He
>shows you. I have this saying...those who seek the truth, will be rewarded
>with it.
>
>One huge thing He has shown me this week is that I've made Him important
>in my life at times, but never The MOST important. I've never made Him my
>first love. Now, of course I've heard this a million times before, but
>some how it hit home this week. I've searched for ppl to fill up this
>emptyness inside, and wonder why it never works out. Because I've put ppl
>infront of Him. I know to you it may sound simple and you may be
>thinking....DUH..but its like this huge revelation to me. It became Rhema
>this week.
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>Yes, I still struggle with trusting Him is sooooo many ways...but after
>meeting with a very encouraging friend today, I realized how much God has
>been doing IN me since I really started getting desperate for Him. When I
>look at where I was just 6 months ago...God put this person in my life who
>has only looked to uplift me, encourage me, pray for me and be my friend.
>He has never asked for anything else other than that I be the same for him
>when he is the one needing it. Trust me, it is nearly impossible to find
>someone who isn't looking for something in return. Well, come to find out
>today, the whole time he was ministering to me, it was healing his hurts
>in areas he thought couldn't be healed and he didn't even realize it.
>
>After this meeting, I went into a voice chat that I have been visiting all
>week, and it has been blessing me....and something just hit me...no matter
>what, wether I make my car payment or not, make my rent or not, have a job
>or not, wether I feel He let me down or not, God is still so worthy of my
>praise. I have seen Him do enough miracles to last me more than a
>lifetime. I made a decision today, I'm gonna praise Him either way. I said
>Jesus, even if You don't provide these immediate needs, I am gonna praise
>you anyway. After walking through the wilderness for so long, to finally
>be able to just feel His presence when all I have to do is think of
>Him....its a precious precious gift and I don't want to let go of that
>because I missed that feeling soooo much. I appreciate it so much more.
>
>The thing that is so joyful about this...is...I came to this...without
>anything circumstantial happening. No miracle happened, no big check
>appeared in the mail..I just got desperate enough to hear the truth. The
>truth about me...and the things He is showing me...isn't very pretty...but
>I want to clean out the gunk inside...so it stops messing up everything
>else in my life.
>
>thanks for listening to my rambling
>
>cindy
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><DIV>I have been learning alot of things this past week. I have been
>seeking God on some things, and wow, when your desperate to see the truth,
>He shows you. I have this saying...those who seek the truth, will be
>rewarded with it. </DIV>
><DIV> </DIV>
><DIV>One huge thing He has shown me this week is that I've made Him
>important in my life at times, but never The MOST important. I've never
>made Him my first love. Now, of course I've heard this a million times
>before, but some how it hit home this week. I've searched for ppl to fill
>up this emptyness inside, and wonder why it never works out. Because I've
>put ppl infront of Him. I know to you it may sound simple and you may be
>thinking....DUH..but its like this huge revelation to me. It became Rhema
>this week. </DIV>
><DIV> </DIV>
><DIV>Yes, I still struggle with trusting Him is sooooo many ways...but
>after meeting with a very encouraging friend today, I realized how much
>God has been doing IN me since I really started getting desperate for Him.
>When I look at where I was just 6 months ago...God put this person in my
>life who has only looked to uplift me, encourage me, pray for me and be my
>friend. He has never asked for anything else other than that I be the
>same for him when he is the one needing it. Trust me, it is nearly
>impossible to find someone who isn't looking for something in
>return. Well, come to find out today, the whole time he was
>ministering to me, it was healing his hurts in areas he thought couldn't
>be healed and he didn't even realize it. </DIV>
><DIV> </DIV>
><DIV>After this meeting, I went into a voice chat that I have been
>visiting all week, and it has been blessing me....and something just hit
>me...no matter what, wether I make my car payment or not, make my rent or
>not, have a job or not, wether I feel He let me down or not, God is still
>so worthy of my praise. I have seen Him do enough miracles to last me more
>than a lifetime. I made a decision today, I'm gonna praise Him either way.
>I said Jesus, even if You don't provide these immediate needs, I am gonna
>praise you anyway. After walking through the wilderness for so long, to
>finally be able to just feel His presence when all I have to do is think
>of Him....its a precious precious gift and I don't want to let go of that
>because I missed that feeling soooo much. I appreciate it so much more. </DIV>
><DIV> </DIV>
><DIV>The thing that is so joyful about this...is...I came to
>this...without anything circumstantial happening. No miracle happened, no
>big check appeared in the mail..I just got desperate enough to hear the
>truth. The truth about me...and the things He is showing me...isn't very
>pretty...but I want to clean out the gunk inside...so it stops messing up
>everything else in my life. </DIV>
><DIV> </DIV>
><DIV>thanks for listening to my rambling</DIV>
><DIV> </DIV>
><DIV>cindy</DIV><BR><BR><DIV>
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