Chris, you are forgiven.  Press on, don't look back.  Learn from your
mistakes but don't let Satan's false built oppress you.

earlier, Chris, wrote:
>Folks, I'd like to take the oppertunity to really say some things to all of
>you all that i feel are very necessary to say.  Don't worry nothing bad, I
>promise.  please just hear me out...
>
>The past few days, have exceptionally been very difficult for me
>emotionally.  my mom, dad, and I got in a really really huge fight, i had an
>alergic reaction to a new medication I'd been put on, which thus made me
>very moody, and very physically sick; to the point of upchucking.  It's just
>been very hectic.  I want you all to know that I do care about each of you
>all very deeply... very very deeply.  Thus, and therefore,I need to take the
>time to really stop what I am now doing, and sincerely apologize to all of
>you all.  my posts over the past few days i know:  have been incredibly
>rude, very disrespectful, and above all very profane.  Heck, I even used the
>d word, on a list, that specificly in the guide lines says not to...  I've
>not only broken list guidelines severely, but I have also majorly probably,
>by doing so, lost a ton of respect from many members toward me.  I don't
>think I can repair the emotional scars that I've left on many of you all in
>that regard, however, I do wish to move forwerd.  Guys, I was way entirely
>out of line, and I thank you all for holding so much patients with me.  i
>certainly don't deserve it.  I really acted like a fool, not to mention a
>complete idiot/jerk.  And plus, what makes matters even worse, is that I
>didn't even give you all a fair chance to speak.  i take the complete
>responsibility for my wrong actions, and for any consequences that might be
>yet to come, I will take them gladly, without pouting or putting up a fuss.
>Bottom line is I made a major scene of myself that was totally unnecessary,
>and totally uncalled for...  Thus, I'd especially like to apologize both, to
>Vickie, as well as phil.  My actions were completely unjustified, and were
>not fair to the behalf of others.  i'd like to please offer my dearest
>apology.
>
>Thank you.
>
>
>Chris.

John

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