Do you have a church family that could help you?   Is there a local
fellowship that you are a part of?  My heart goes out to you!!  what exactly
does that verse mean anyway that says "I've never seen the righteous
forsaken or their sed begging for bread" I should probably read the context!
I have gotten help from  the government in the form of food stamps, help
from agencies in paying utility bills,  the United Way usually has some
resources, Could you send me your email address please?
 Rhonda