Cindy,
    I will say a prayer for you, that God will lead you to where he wants
you.  I know it is really hard when something ends like the day care because
you don't know what's going to happen next.  I know this from leaving the
Department for the Blind for training.  It was like they had grown to be a
part of my family and when I left it was like what do I do now?  I will be
praying for you.  Please pray for me to as things change in my life.  Life
is just full of them.

Amy
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From: "Cindy H" <[log in to unmask]>
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Sent: Thursday, June 30, 2005 1:42 PM
Subject: chapters of life


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> I feel like I'm closing out one chapter of my life and don't know when the
next one is beginning. So many things in my life are changing and i feel
sort of lost in the flow of it all.
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> I'm a preschool teacher and my daycare center is closing in August. This
is very sad because I'm loosing so much. The children I've grown to love,
and watch grow, their folks who have be come friends. My co-workers who have
become like family to me, and have been my support system through my entire
divorce process.
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> I also found out that I will not be seeing my godson as much when school
starts. I was going to be keeping him but he is now going to pre-k and
headstart. He is like one of my own children so that is sadness also.
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> I don't know what I will do as far as income. I barely am making enough
now. I am not worried too much because I know God gave me this job, He will
provide another.
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> There so many  life changing things going on in my life right now and I am
just trying to sit still and let the wind blow and only step where He tells
me to step. But I'm honestly feeling lonely and lost and wishing He would
speak a little louder on some issues.
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> Anyway, I just needed to get some of that out so I didn't feel so alone.
:)
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> <P>I feel like I'm closing out one chapter of my life and don't know when
the next one is beginning. So many things in my life are changing and i feel
sort of lost in the flow of it all. </P>
> <P>I'm a preschool teacher and my daycare center is closing in August.
This is very sad because I'm loosing so much. The children I've grown to
love, and watch grow, their folks who have be come friends. My co-workers
who have become like family to me, and have been my support system through
my entire divorce process. </P>
> <P>I also found out that I will not be seeing my godson as much when
school starts. I was going to be keeping him but he is now going to pre-k
and headstart. He is like one of my own children so that is sadness also.
</P>
> <P>I don't know what I will do as far as income. I barely am making enough
now. I am not worried too much because I know God gave me this job, He will
provide another. </P>
> <P>There so many&nbsp; life changing things going on in my life right now
and I am just trying to sit still and let the wind blow and only step where
He tells me to step. But I'm honestly feeling lonely and lost and wishing He
would speak a little louder on some issues. </P>
> <P>Anyway, I just needed to get some of that out so I didn't feel so
alone. :)</P>
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> <P>blessings</P>
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