And nobody knows how to be the perfect wife.

Vicki
----- Original Message -----
From: "John Schwery" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Sunday, July 25, 2004 8:00 AM
Subject: Re: I have an announcement to make


> Chris, no one knows how to be the perfect husband.  <smile>
>
> earlier, Chris Gilland, wrote:
> >Thank you Ned.
> >
> >I don't know:  I'm actually, not by any means getting cold feet, but, I
must
> >admit, I had a little bit of anxiety come over me tonight, of fear.  I
just
> >wanna be the perfect husband, by I don't know how to do that.
> >
> >
> >I never wanna do anything wrong to her.  I'm feeling somewhat better now,
> >but i still do feel a little weird.  I guess, Phil, that's what you meant
by
> >mixed emotions, and not to even attempt to understand them.  Man, we
really
> >missed you up on prayer and praise tonight.  Phil, it was so beautiful.
I
> >really hope we were able to hope Paulette.  And BTW, Paulette, you call
me
> >tomorrow if you need me.  704-307-4810
> >
> >I know I really shouldn't post my number on this list, but I know and
trust
> >all of you all here.  I too, don't have a problem giving my number out.
> >Hey, if it's someone I don't wanna talk to, I just don't.  But, Paulette,
> >you are so welcome to call me.  If you get this before tomorrow, I can't
> >promise you I'll be awake if you call, but if you need to talk, try me.
If
> >I don't answer, try again.  It won't take too many times, and I'll wake
up.
> >
> >I only want you to be happy.  Anyway, steering back to my main point,
yeah,
> >I've been feeling really weird.  It's like I'm really depressed, yet I'm
so
> >overwhelmed with joy, that the joy is causing the depression.  Do you all
> >know that last night I nearly killed myself.  Not because I was depressed
> >and wanted to end it all though.  I wanted to do it, because I cannot
stand
> >the fact of being here on earth away from standing in the presence face
to
> >face with almighty God.  That is gonna be the most wonderful day of my
life.
> >I can't wait!  God is so beautiful.
> >
> >You all take care.
> >
> >And again:  Paulette?  You call me tonight, or call Anne if you need
either
> >of us.
> >
> >
> >Chris.
>
> John
>
>    I haven't lost my mind; it's backed up on tape somewhere !
>