Steph,
    I pray things get better for you and God will give you the desire to
read his word again.  We all get discouraged sometimes and don't know where
we are going in a way.  I'm feeling some of the same feelings but not
exactly.

Amy
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From: "Stephanie M" <[log in to unmask]>
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Sent: Friday, April 07, 2006 2:02 AM
Subject: confessions and ramblings


> Hi everyone,
> Well, I'm feeling *extremely* frustrated at the moment. Feeling very
> lost and alone... wondering where I'm going what I'm doing. Well,
> that's what I'm feeling at the moment anyway. Ok, confession time...
> big time... I have slacked on exercise and bible reading. I don't
> know why but its so hard to get there and do it. I have absolutely no
> desire to read the word at the moment... I did, but not any more. And
> the exercise well, I guess I'd ben slack. I do about 10 min a day
> if  I'm lucky.  As for Michele... she is going to be tomato staked
> (see www.raisinggodlytomatoes.com) her 24 hours a day, until she is
> obedient and listenes to me... she is still touching things even
> though she knows not too... she totally and utterly ignores me when I
> need to go somewhere and she needs to stay with me. She doesn't run,
> but touching, grabs, and screams when told what to do or not do.She
> is getting out of her bed and destroying her room, and today even
> went in to our room and emptied the closets... I was so angry, but
> well, I guess I'll have to keep her with me.
> Steph