I fill exactly the same.  I guess we just have to remember that God does not see us as useless and at least we tried.  He won't beable to say we didn't try hard enough and those who chun us we have to answer to him.  I know it does not help how we fill now but it is in the word.  I am having on of those filling useless and unloved but I know he loves me it says in his word and I have to remember that fillings aren't facts.  And Satan always attacks with our weaknesses.  I will pray for you also.
Father in Heaven you know all the struggles us visually impaired children of yours go through.  You say in your word that you will take care of us and give us the desires of our hearts.  So father Please help us as we deal with you allowing these disapointments and struggles in our lives.  We know you are trying  to build us up and helping us to be stronger in you.  So please help us and thank you Lord in Your precious name I pray Amen

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Christ is either Lord of all or he is not Lord at all.
Karen Carter '74



> Karen, oh how I know how wearying seeking employment can be, I'm tired of it
> too. I'll be thirty on Saturday, never worked and I feel so useless
> unfulfilled and horrid. I pray but it's all for nothing mainly.
> ----- Original Message -----
> From: "Karen Carter" <[log in to unmask]>
> To: <[log in to unmask]>
> Sent: Monday, July 11, 2005 1:16 PM
> Subject: Re: Welcome Back
>
>
> I have been on the list for about a year.  I had a job 3 years.  and I only
> worked for 5 years.  And now I am tired of looking for work and not getting
> no where at my age they don't hire that many and the blindness seems to be a
> strike against me.  I am 51 years old and employers are looking for young
> girls with good looks.  But that is ok I live in an low income building now
> so I will just retire  and enjoy what ever Godb rings my way
>
> --
> Christ is either Lord of all or he is not Lord at all.
> Karen Carter '74
>
>
>
> > That is an incredible attitude. Are you new to echurch? Do you have a job
> > now that you didn't then? Sorry to be nosy but I've not been here when you
> > have been.
> > ----- Original Message -----
> > From: "Karen Carter" <[log in to unmask]>
> > To: <[log in to unmask]>
> > Sent: Friday, July 08, 2005 8:24 AM
> > Subject: Re: Welcome Back
> >
> >
> > Well the financial burden is a lot easier but I still have no money after
> > the bills but at least I can pay them on my own.  It will probably take
> > quit
> > a while to get situated because I have to much stuff for an apartment but
> > have been weeding things out.  I am still trying to sale both sets of
> > washers and dryers.  I beleive God just never intended me to have money of
> > any kind, like in Mathew just to have our food and clothes.  But that is
> > what I will have what ever he wants and if it means nothing that it shall
> > be
> > nothing.  But IO am thank ful for my health and family.
> >
> > --
> > Christ is either Lord of all or he is not Lord at all.
> > Karen Carter '74
> >
> >
> >
> > > Karen, welcome back. Glad to see you posting again. Hope you are
> > > settling
> > > in
> > > nicely at your new place and that things are much better for you now.
> >
> >
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