i really mustn't give a lot of detail right as for now, however, I have a
non spoken prayer request.  I'll at least say this much.  it is a decision
that kristin and i need to make, (not in a hurry, but very slowly,).  This
is gonna involve prayer like you just wouldn't believe.  The thing is:  I'm
not really sure, if we have all the necessary resources to make the decision
on the part of saying yes.  If i make this decision, and so does she, it may
mean canceling my Vonage phone, and staying only with my cell, possibly
going back to having no keyboard lessons, maybe and certinly likely, getting
a job, which I may even despise.  Etc.  it would be worth it though.  Plus,
we'll have to check with another unspoken anonymous person to see, if this
decision would even be dangerous, from a physical standpoint of view.  Don't
jump the bullet and start assuming things.  Even if you guessed the decision
correctly, i wouldn't admit it, at this point.  i'm sure you all know where
I'm going with this, but I'm just not sure yet.  i'd say the odds are very
very good, that the decision probably will in the long run be yes, but i
just need to check on a ton of more things before jumping into this, as
well?  it could... OK disregard could:  it will! mean the difference between
life... or... um... well... uh... no life.  That's all i'll say.  OK, i'm
sure that gave it away.

Be praying.


Chris.