Cindy,  It could be that the anger was helping you cope with the
grief.  Anger is one of the stages of the grieving process and I'm sure
that it is there for a reason.  You know that you need help if you get
stuck there, but Praise God, he helped you to move along.
Kathy


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>It was hard to be willing to let go of the anger. I wanted to hold onto it
>because somehow it helped me get through. Maybe that doesn't make sence
>but I felt like, if I didn't have the anger, I'd be so depressed I
>wouldn't be able to get out of bed. So the anger felt better.
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>But then God started showing me that you can't wall off your anger...it
>effects every part of your life. I didn't want that so I said ok God. I
>can't do this..but I give You the open door to step in and do it for me,
>and slowly He began to chip away at that anger. I feel so much freer now.
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>cindy
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>Rhonda <[log in to unmask]> wrote:
>I know that was hard for you, all the pain caused by your ex husband, but
>you are right, it was just h urting you more holding on to all that anger!
>Rhonda
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><DIV>It was hard to be willing to let go of the anger. I wanted to hold
>onto it because somehow it helped me get through. Maybe that doesn't make
>sence but I felt like, if I didn't have the anger, I'd be so depressed I
>wouldn't be able to get out of bed. So the anger felt better. </DIV>
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><DIV>But then God started showing me that you can't wall off your
>anger...it effects every part of your life. I didn't want that so I said
>ok God. I can't do this..but I give You the open door to step in and do it
>for me, and slowly He began to chip away at that anger. I feel so much
>freer now.</DIV>
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><DIV>cindy<BR><BR><B><I>Rhonda &lt;[log in to unmask]&gt;</I></B>
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><BLOCKQUOTE class=replbq style="PADDING-LEFT: 5px; MARGIN-LEFT: 5px;
>BORDER-LEFT: #1010ff 2px solid">I know that was hard for you, all the pain
>caused by your ex husband, but<BR>you are right, it was just h urting you
>more holding on to all that anger!<BR>Rhonda<BR></BLOCKQUOTE><BR><BR><DIV>
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