I got into a conversation once to where the person said I didn't have enough
faith to be healed and I kept telling him that I did have the faith but it
had to be in God's will that I be healed.  I feel that one day I might see
again here on Earth but I know if I don't I'll see in heaven.  I believe I
lost my sight for a reason and that is because I am supossed to be in the
ministry.  My Mom thinks that I will see on Earth and I tell her maybe and
maybe not.  Whatever God's will is will be what happens and that's okay with
me.

Amy
----- Original Message -----
From: "Rhonda" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Friday, July 01, 2005 8:54 AM
Subject: Re: spiritual abuse


> You are not alone!! having a child with a disability or sickness  causes
> parents to want to do anything to see their child healed, my parents took
me
> to  churches,  and once... a man said if he h ad time to work with me,
God
> would heal me.  He kept asking me "Little Girl, don't you believe in God"
> and I would answer I did.  There was a lot of shouting and I was  afraid,
I
> remember wondering if  God knows everything why must these people shout as
> though He were deaf!
> I felt nervous too, afraid, and I wanted out, far away from these people
who
> seemed to think that if only I would believe enough God would move on my
> behalf!!
> How can a  little girl around four  understand all of this, how can
anyone?
> I am sure these people must have meant well, but...
> Rhonda