Very tired at the moment so I'm cheating and replying to two posts at 
the same time.

Ken, I'm really sorry that your hearing went against you - bloody 
beauracrats!   I hope that you get a chance/are able to reappeal the 
descision.

Meir - Sounds like you are going through a really rough time at the 
moment as well, the stress can get too much, I know. :-(  Absolutely 
infuriating how PWD's are expected to put up with so much needless crap 
from the world without any breaks.  Is there any hope for some relief 
from what you are going through?

I know so well how awful it is to get to that point of exhaustion and 
collapse, swinging in and out of it myself at the moment.  My feet 
problems have gotten so much worse that it's harder and harder to walk, 
even with the quad cane, pain and lack of coordination in my hands are 
making it harder to type (time for a voice recognition system - I know), 
and I may have to look at getting more paid support - which is really 
hard when you have no family support at all - I'm sick of strangers (and 
there are some really *strange* people in that line of work as we all 
know!!). 

I don't know about anyone else, but I used to think - I can just knock 
through all the barriers and prejudice with my personality, physical 
problems be damned, and have all the things I want in life, starting to 
realise that it's not so - you can put in all the effort in the world 
and sometimes still not get back what you deserve.  It's hard, and I'm 
very tired. 

Anyway.

Meir and Ken, and anyone else who's have difficulties in life at the 
moment, I hope things get better - or at least bearable.

Rayna

Meir Weiss wrote:

>I'm living w my mother
>
>My father past away of cancer 23 some odd yrs ago
>
>My one sister moved out to go to mit univ and has lived on her own since then
>
>And barked her dictitorial ways since then
>
>She is a ceo of a software co.
>
>
>I was allegedly had a seizure at  the last  dr ed @ 17 yrs I'm 44 now
>And had multiple pass outs since then  now stable no seizures
>
>Still now too much stress
>
>It wasn't a seizure I doubt
>
>It was too much body changes at 17 yrs old and too much  coffee, and too much
>stress
>
>The neuro at t5he time whom I DUMPTED for another    said I shouldn't live alone
>and at the time I didn't know better
>
>I do know better now,,,,
>
>And the next neuro kept urging me to go away from medicare to get med services
>done
>
>And currently wants me to go to his NEWEST WIFE who is a psycologist to reduce
>stress
>
>He must have financial interests in all this?
>
>Well I'm getting rid of this one too for a 3rd neuro 
>
>
>My mother has fibromyalgia/osteoporosis   both  mild both extremely painfull
>
>And my adding to stress doesn't help matters
>
>I'm exhausted 
>
>
>I'm tireds of physical and verbal abuses
>
>Mostly from outside the house
>
>
>
>Etc etc
>
>You get the idea
>
> I'm tired of one finger typing
>
>sorry
>
>
>
>
>-----Original Message-----
>From: Cerebral Palsy List [mailto:[log in to unmask]] On Behalf Of
>Kathleen Salkin
>Sent: Thursday, May 04, 2006 06:54
>To: [log in to unmask]
>Subject: Re: my hearing decision went against me.
>
>Meir. may I ask you, what are your living circumstances?  Are you living by
>yourself, or with your family?  Or are you living in what we here in the US call
>a group home?
>
>Kat
>
>
>On 4 May 2006, at 06:51, Meir Weiss wrote:
>
>i.........  I'm having a very hard time coping with LIFE AT the moment
>
>At the moment I am seekink clarification why certain shitheads of  
>authority or
>and otherwise THINK  they can treat me w extreme contempt
>
>Ken PLEEASE.................IF YOU CAN MOVE "FORWARD  THEN APPEAL AND  
>MAYBE IN
>DOING SO................. MIRACLES CAN HAPPEN
>
>I AM INTEMATELY AWARE OF FEELINGS OF ENTRAPPMENT, AND PHYSICAL AND  
>VERBAL ABUSE
>I PROMISE YOU
>
>  just appeal...........and hang in there
>
>Me I'm ready to murder all those * 45 years worth and counting brain  
>dead people
>who abuse me............................
>
>
>It has come to this low point........................................
>
>
>
>
>And the personds who are able to redress the situaTION ARE ACTIVELY  
>silent
>  
>

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