It still sucks Linda.  Lots of hugs.

Beth t.

-----Original Message-----
From: St. John's University Cerebral Palsy List
[mailto:[log in to unmask]] On Behalf Of Linda Wagner
Sent: Wednesday, May 18, 2005 3:18 PM
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Subject: Sad News

I wanted to let you know that I had a miscarriage Tuesday evening.  The =
baby's heartrate was borderline normal for our first ultrasound last = week,
and on Monday I started spotting and the heartrate was only 80 bpm = (about
half what it should be).  So, we knew that things weren't looking = good.
=20

I am feeling fine, and frankly relieved that it is over.  The waiting = for
the inevitable miscarriage was much worse than the actual loss.  = Luckily
it was very early and we know there was nothing we did or didn't = do that
caused it.

So we will try again when we get the ok from the docs.  At least we know = I
can get pregnant fairly easily.  That's a major hurdle already = surmounted.

Linda