Not yet
Very CLOUDY DAY
I T WILL GET BETTER
I just don't know when...............
-----Original Message-----
From: Cerebral Palsy List [mailto:[log in to unmask]] On Behalf Of Rayna
Sent: Thursday, May 04, 2006 08:22
To: [log in to unmask]
Subject: To Meir and Ken: was [Re: my hearing decision went against me.]
Very tired at the moment so I'm cheating and replying to two posts at the same
time.
Ken, I'm really sorry that your hearing went against you - bloody
beauracrats! I hope that you get a chance/are able to reappeal the
descision.
Meir - Sounds like you are going through a really rough time at the moment as
well, the stress can get too much, I know. :-( Absolutely infuriating how PWD's
are expected to put up with so much needless crap from the world without any
breaks. Is there any hope for some relief from what you are going through?
I know so well how awful it is to get to that point of exhaustion and collapse,
swinging in and out of it myself at the moment. My feet problems have gotten so
much worse that it's harder and harder to walk, even with the quad cane, pain
and lack of coordination in my hands are making it harder to type (time for a
voice recognition system - I know), and I may have to look at getting more paid
support - which is really hard when you have no family support at all - I'm sick
of strangers (and there are some really *strange* people in that line of work as
we all know!!).
I don't know about anyone else, but I used to think - I can just knock through
all the barriers and prejudice with my personality, physical problems be damned,
and have all the things I want in life, starting to realise that it's not so -
you can put in all the effort in the world and sometimes still not get back what
you deserve. It's hard, and I'm very tired.
Anyway.
Meir and Ken, and anyone else who's have difficulties in life at the moment, I
hope things get better - or at least bearable.
Rayna
Meir Weiss wrote:
>I'm living w my mother
>
>My father past away of cancer 23 some odd yrs ago
>
>My one sister moved out to go to mit univ and has lived on her own
>since then
>
>And barked her dictitorial ways since then
>
>She is a ceo of a software co.
>
>
>I was allegedly had a seizure at the last dr ed @ 17 yrs I'm 44 now
>And had multiple pass outs since then now stable no seizures
>
>Still now too much stress
>
>It wasn't a seizure I doubt
>
>It was too much body changes at 17 yrs old and too much coffee, and
>too much stress
>
>The neuro at t5he time whom I DUMPTED for another said I shouldn't live
alone
>and at the time I didn't know better
>
>I do know better now,,,,
>
>And the next neuro kept urging me to go away from medicare to get med
>services done
>
>And currently wants me to go to his NEWEST WIFE who is a psycologist to
>reduce stress
>
>He must have financial interests in all this?
>
>Well I'm getting rid of this one too for a 3rd neuro
>
>
>My mother has fibromyalgia/osteoporosis both mild both extremely painfull
>
>And my adding to stress doesn't help matters
>
>I'm exhausted
>
>
>I'm tireds of physical and verbal abuses
>
>Mostly from outside the house
>
>
>
>Etc etc
>
>You get the idea
>
> I'm tired of one finger typing
>
>sorry
>
>
>
>
>-----Original Message-----
>From: Cerebral Palsy List [mailto:[log in to unmask]] On Behalf
>Of Kathleen Salkin
>Sent: Thursday, May 04, 2006 06:54
>To: [log in to unmask]
>Subject: Re: my hearing decision went against me.
>
>Meir. may I ask you, what are your living circumstances? Are you
>living by yourself, or with your family? Or are you living in what we
>here in the US call a group home?
>
>Kat
>
>
>On 4 May 2006, at 06:51, Meir Weiss wrote:
>
>i......... I'm having a very hard time coping with LIFE AT the moment
>
>At the moment I am seekink clarification why certain shitheads of
>authority or and otherwise THINK they can treat me w extreme contempt
>
>Ken PLEEASE.................IF YOU CAN MOVE "FORWARD THEN APPEAL AND
>MAYBE IN DOING SO................. MIRACLES CAN HAPPEN
>
>I AM INTEMATELY AWARE OF FEELINGS OF ENTRAPPMENT, AND PHYSICAL AND
>VERBAL ABUSE I PROMISE YOU
>
> just appeal...........and hang in there
>
>Me I'm ready to murder all those * 45 years worth and counting brain
>dead people who abuse me............................
>
>
>It has come to this low point........................................
>
>
>
>
>And the personds who are able to redress the situaTION ARE ACTIVELY
>silent
>
>
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