(((((((((Jen))))))))))))

Cindy
On Tue, 24 Apr 2001 18:19:45 EDT Jennifer Lahiff <[log in to unmask]>
writes:
> In a message dated 4/24/01 5:40:28 AM EST,
> [log in to unmask]
> writes:
>
> << the occasional times I did have assistive equipment of any kind
>  (typewriter, three wheeled large tricycle) they made me let my
> brother
>  and sister have a go on them so they wouldn't feel left out, or
> like I
>  was getting special treatmen >>
> Wow Rayna, it seems our family was two in the same!  The reason I
> mentioned
> me being ungrateful was because The did send me to summer camps that
> I knew
> had to cost them money, because I was away for 6 weeks of the
> summer.
> When I now talk to my close ones about that, they think my parents
> did that
> so they didn't have to deal with me..One summer when I was 11, I
> went to camp
> and when I returned, I had found out that my family had gone on a 3
> week
> vacation to disney!!!!!..When I asked why I wasn't "invited", they
> said I
> wouldn't have had fun anyway... to this day When I see those
> pix...with my
> twin sister and mickey...it makes me sick..
> My twin sister was born 50 hrs before I was, she was perfect..I was
> not..
> After some major self therapy..I have concluded that maybe my family
> as a
> resentment of some sort because I was "the sick one"..sorry for
> "venting"
> again!!!!!!!
> Jenn
>