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I know I'm going to end up with alot of whiny relatives if I do this. I
don't care anymore though. I am getting so sick of counting every calorie
I put in my mouth and struggling every single day to maintain a body
weight that's at least 15 lbs over where I should be for my height of
5'7". Right now, I just feel really upset about the fact that I have
worked so hard at Weight Watchers and have followed that plan to a T for
the past year and a half. I'm still anemic. I'm still incredibly tired
all the time. I still have no motivation. When I was fat, I'd go to the
doctor and they'd say "lose weight." Now, I'm thin and I go to the
doctor and they say, "Here, take some prozac." I'm sorry...I just get
frustrated easily.
Anyway, today has gone pretty well. Hardly paleo...but relatively low
carb. I did just blow away 34 grams of carbs on a bag of M&M's which is
not something I even normally eat anymore. I had a horrible headache.
I think that if I can stay at 100 grams of carbs for the next few days
that should be pretty good...and then I can lower it more. And hey I
enjoyed it alot more than I would have enjoyed a big hunk of bread.
I can see this isn't going to be easy...but it will be well worth it if
I start to feel better soon.
Ariel
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