Hi Andrew,

I'm praying for you.


Thanks much.

Many Blessings,

Pat Ferguson
"I can Do all Things Through Christ Who Strengthens Me" Philippians 4:13.



At 04:48 PM 7/11/2015, you wrote:
>Hi all my home situation has not improved  at 
>all.  last night  i was out for a while  but 
>anyway  today i have been feeling down and 
>discourraged and the feelings of the stagmentism 
>of the house returned and things.  of course i 
>am often down when i am at home.  unfortinately 
>with my dad  i know you all will get tired of 
>me grins and smiles but the thing is this my dad 
>seems to get frusterated with my mom very 
>easily  even with me i can get earitable and 
>things. It was a year ago i was at leader dogs a 
>matter a fact for an week of o and m training 
>actually.  Anyway when  i was there jessica 
>who is part of this group she  and i remember 
>her saying this i did sound much much happier 
>when i was at leader dogs.  Another thing is 
>this i know i never said this before  I am 
>pretty sure jessica had heard  how my parents 
>are even through skype last year.  just being 
>at home i just feel this heavyness and things. 
>the answer may be to get out of here but it is 
>hard to find the help in canada my understanding 
>is that it seems to be very laid back about 
>these types of things.   from anybody i talked 
>to who is blind it is like the person is left in 
>the hands of family or friends.  like the 
>family or friends are responsible  I myself 
>don't consider blindness a disability it is just 
>a visual impairment.  you see jessica did hear 
>how my parents interacted on skype so  and if 
>you see this jessica sees this if you see this 
>email jessica  please respond and tell what you 
>heard and  maybe phil might have a responce to  it.Â
>I find sometimes that even when my parents talk 
>there is basically no expression in the  their 
>voices. sounds like mumbels and things like 
>that.  there is just this uncomfort i feel when 
>i hear it.  I often when i go to church don't 
>feel any excitement for god at church to me it 
>is like when church talks about god it is like 
>there is just no excitement to it.  I went to a 
>more carasmatic thing and this place people were 
>actually excited  about jesus and things.  I 
>hope you know what i mean. I guess i listen to 
>tone of voices allot and things.Â