Rhonda,

I don't have any words right now, except to say that I have just set your
message before the Lord.  I will continue to lift you up.  It is a difficult
time for you and those blood sugars still are not good.  OK, I'm going to
pray specifically about those.

"Lord, Jesus, please have mercy on Ben and Rhonda and do something for Ben.
Please take down his blood sugars.  Give them both that peace in their
hearts that passes all understanding!

"Amen!"


--
Carol



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From: "Rhonda" <[log in to unmask]>
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Sent: Friday, November 28, 2003 4:11 AM
Subject: feeling sad


> Ben seems a little better today, though he isworried about what we will
> do financially.  His work will pay him full salary for one week, and
> then if he claims a short term disability they will pay fifty percent.
> That is better than nothing, but our rent here is 1000  and our car
> payment is 400 so that would be about it.
> The doctors  say his foot looks pretty good, though they expect to have
> to do another surgery to make sure all the infection is gone, it seems
> the toe next to the one they had to take doesn't look to good, but they
> are trying to save it.
> Ben's fever was down tonight, so maybe the antibiotics are helping.
> I am behind on my class assignments as you can imagine what with the
> week I've had, and really just don't know how I'll catch up.
> The doctors say Ben could be in the hospital for two weeks, or maybe
> even a month depending on how the foot does and his blood sugar levels
> go.  His level was 300 today, I just want to cry,
> though I really can't I am trying to be strong, but I am afraid,
> got any ideas?  I know God is here,  but I just wish I knew someone
> here, I feel so all alone.
>
> Rhonda
>