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Oh Rhonda, I'm crying for you too, and praying for both you and your
dad; and that
Ben will learn to understand what you are going through.
Love and Blessings,
Jackie
At 08:18 PM 2014-04-01, you wrote:
>My Dad has started feeling poorly due to the chemo drugs and
>radiation treatments. I was sitting outside with Ben this afternoon
>when I started to cry. He told me about some sort of poster a friend
>ofhis had posted to facebook; something about worry showing evidence
>of weak faith, for one couldn't have both. I wanted to scream. I
>didn't want condemnation for my worry, only someone to care, say
>they understood I loved my Dad and hated to see him hurting. Ben did
>say he knew I card about my Dad but that I had to get my emotions
>under control. Is there no safe place to cry? Sometimes I just need
>to. I'm glad God seems to understand my tears, and I am not rebuffed
>or reprimanded for my tears, or worry.
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>I just feel so very sad sometimes, and so I go away to the other
>side of the house and cry in private.
>
>Rhonda
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