Chris, I pray that the Lord will give you the faith to believe in Him and
His power. As the Book says:
O that men would praise the Lord for His goodness, and for His works unto
the children of men.
At 04:18 AM 12/16/03 -0500, you wrote:
>Folks, I really could use some prayer. I really don't want to go into a
>whole lot of detail, because this is just so painful for me to talk about,
>but there are two very specific things write now on my mind;
>
>Firstly, be praying that God would bring me peace, joy, comfort, whatever
>you feel him leading you to say, over the situation with me being so
>distance as far as a relationship with my friend Hope.
>
>
>Secondly: As most of you all know: you know what happened to me Christmas
>of 2001. (about me being promised to see and meet jessica for the first
>time, which ended up not working.) Truth is: I still to this day, almost 4
>years later, have nightmares, and I don't just mean little nightmares of
>waking up to find that I wouldn't see her when promised... O? no no! I
>mean re'e'e'e'e'e'el bad nightmares. We're talking so bad that it is
>practicly traumatizing. i can't talk to my parents nor to her parents, who
>a corse are my cousin and cousin inlaw... None of them seem to get it...
>Quite frankly, I don't know either what draws me so close to her, especially
>when she's only 9 and I've never yet metter... And no... it isn't that,
>thank you very much? And for anyone on this list who accuses me publicly of
>it being my OCD, may Vickie bannem at once! (Half serious, half joking.)
>has nothing to do with that...
>
>Anyway, your prayers on both of these issues, are greatly appreciated. I
>really dunno how much good they'll do, at this point, but I'd say it doesn't
>hurt to have faith and try...
>
>
>Chris.
John
Genealogy: an account of one's descent from an ancestor
who did not particularly care to trace his own. --
Ambrose Bierce<*>
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