Chris, I have prayed that the Lord, and if He chooses doctors, will help
you resolve your health situation.
At 07:09 AM 12/14/03 -0500, you wrote:
>I really do feel very much in the background here... i rejoin this list
>because I really felt you all were concerned and were wondering how I was
>doing... Well, why is it that when I post something very general, like, o,
>I dunno, how yall dooen today, or maybe what's the weather like, or maybe,
>what's your dog eatin right now? You all answer me right away, however...
>when I post something very serious that I really need prayer about such as I
>did yesterday, you all just apparently, look it over like it means
>nothing... I will not take this out of context.. i mean, you all could!
>sit here and tell me that you all were busy, and had things like a job etc
>that you have to deal with... OK, this may be true, but you all hold the
>phone right there for a second and listen to me... Now, i'm gonna try not
>to make this sound rude, as that is not my motive of approach, however, I
>think it's about time that you all here the honest to God truth from me...
>So, truth you all need? Truth you all get! Does it really take 2 minutes
>just to simply say God, lord, Father, I dohn't know how to relate to what
>he's going through but, this is obviously putting him in mayyyyyyyyyjer
>distress... Please, Lord, help him. Amen. What is my point by that? It
>wouldn't a taken yall 10 seconds if that to pray that prayer... i do not
>feel very confident that any one even is! praying though as I have gotten
>absolutely not even one reply on this, the fact that I haven't written the
>list any since that one post saying guess who's back... Some of you all
>said, if you need prayer: quote: you know where to ask... Well, if I knew
>where to ask, then how come there is absolutely seemingly, and I do want to
>make real sure that you all understand, I'm not wagging the finger, or
>blaming anyone specificly here... For all i know maybe you all are!
>praying, but, the fact of the matter isn't so much are you all praying as it
>is, I feel I'm receiving absolutely no interaction from the list... You all
>only write me when you feel it necessary, not when I find it necessary, or
>even more importantly: when God finds it necessary. i gotta say, i'm real
>stumped at this point, and please don't anyone write me to say I am out of
>line by writing this mail. Maybe I am? maybe I'm not. if i am, i'm sorry,
>but i am the type of person who very strongly believes in speaking my
>mind... i do not like doing it, but I will when pushed over the limit...
>I'm gonna end on one last note just to say that I am extremely seriously
>thinking about unsubscribing and never rejoining again regardless what is
>said about me here.. Granted it may would be my loss, and yeah? maybe it
>would, maybe it wouldn't... Again though, i make real clear: I'm not here
>to play the funny bone game... When i ask for prayer, especially on
>something this serious, I do expect if nothing else at least some, maybe not
>much, but at least some! encouragement... i am not angry? however, i am
>extremely annoyed with you all... There is an extremely fine line drawn
>between the two, but yes, there is a difference... i'll leave it up to yall
>to figure that one out, and if you can't, then Phil, perhaps you can explain
>it to them as I'm cold, and freezing, I'm hungry, and I do not feel like
>sitting at this machine all mnorning typing... You're a pastor so you
>should be able to explain it... (Well, were a pastor rather)
>
>Phil, please call me when you can... I don't mind giving out my number on
>the list... heck, it's in my signature so it's not like it's not well
>known...
>
>Call me:
>
>704-296-2184
>
>
>if I'm not here, just leave a msg.
>
>
>if nothing else, I do expect at least! if not more, at least! one reply to
>this mail either on or off list, and i also! expect at least one reply on
>the mail I sent yesterday about my health problem.
>
>
>Good day sunshines.
>
>
>Chris.
>
>
>msn or windows Messenger:
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>E-mail: [log in to unmask]
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>AOL messenger: gilland1981
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>phone: 704-296-2184
>
>have a wonderful day!
John
Alimony: bounty after the mutiny. -- Max Kauffmann<*>
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