meir and everyone - i am sorry i've been so quiet.  i went out of town  and 
so many other things have gone wrong.   we lost funding at work,  so for the 
moment, i have little income.....my boyfriendish person has been  
difficult.............i won't go into it all but the beach stuff is not going  well either.  
my emails go largely unanswered and i play phone tag daily  with PAI.  i am 
sick of it and i resent that it's cutting into my life just  because some 
lifeguards didn't get good training.  i'm not giving up, but  i'm worn out. 
 
also,  i haven't been on email and have 600 messages.  thank you  for being 
concerned thoough.  it's a comfort to know i;m not alone.
 
and kendall - thanks for the prodding about DREDF.  tomorrow i attack!  and 
also about your observation about meir calling me "our sunflower"   .........it 
didn't bother me, and it's certainly not why i quit writing because  meir 
doesn't really know me so nothing that's just said in email can be too  personal, 
plus i got the feeling he was just tying to cheer me up.HOWEVER, i  really 
appreciate you thinking of it - in addition to having cp, i am petite and  i 
look like i'm 20ish though i'm not.  i get so tired of being treated like  a 
kid......it's not even always cp related.  some people treat me  "normally" but as 
they would a "normal" kid.  I AM an ADULT!!!  so,  thank you for recognizing 
my need to be treated as such!
 
as you  all can see, i have a lot on my mind, so i should probably  shut up 
and resume my silence.  i will be back though.
 
hope you all are well!!  



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