Hi Mari,
I understand your feelings and you know I am praying for you.  I know the 
Lord is with you and He will never leave you alone.  He loves us and He will 
guide us through the tough times.  Keep the faith my sister.

Hugs blessings and love,
Virgie and Lady Hoshi
----- Original Message ----- 
From: "MariJean" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Wednesday, January 16, 2008 4:50 PM
Subject: bipolar strikes again


>I have been trying to find every excuse in the book not to confess this to 
>the group.
>
> What is THIS? I am very depressed.  I know in my heart of hearts that it 
> will pass, however, I am eating too much, smoking more than I was, 
> spending money on discs and not even playing them ... I have been talking 
> to sis Reeves, and giving her no space.  I am restless, and sad.  I feel 
> empty and without direction.  I feel so alone and forgotten! Please help 
> me with your prayers.  I could really use them now!!
>
> There is one spot of light on the horizon.  I do not feel like taking my 
> own life.  I listen to Christian radio 24-7.
>
> Just pray for me, that, if there is some kind of lesson at the end of this 
> road, that OUR PRECIOUS LORD help me to find it.  Thank you.
>
>
> IN HIS MATCHLESS NAME,
>
> Mari
>