Thanks, Phil. I'll be praying for you and for Sandy, as well.

It just seems like everyone is dying of Cancer, and I can't go a day 
without hearing that word or even thinking about it. I hate it.

It's almost like the Seizure thing. I'm so scared of seizures as 
well, and I some times think of them for no reason.

I'm also very frightened when someone gets sick.

We went to Duluth for Christmas, and for the most part, we had a 
great time. Vernon got sick on Christmas Eve day after we had gotten 
back from Sam's, and I was so scared, that I could not even eat lunch 
at noon. We all just sat around after lunch, and I prayed and prayed, 
and cried some, and if anyone made a noise, I was soooooooo nervous 
that it might wake him up. Sharon and Ed were so sweet about it all.

We found out the next day, after talking to a friend who is a medical 
transcriber, that it was most likely because of the anti-dumping pill 
he took as he took 2 of them, and well, he probably shouldn't have 
taken any, but he did as the doctor told him to do. So, when we left 
on Wednesday, he didn't take anything, and we had an uneventful trip 
back home with the GPS getting us out of a bind in MNPLS.

I even cry for no reason.

Thanks for praying.

Lovingly,

Pat Ferguson
At 06:55 PM 2/11/2008, you wrote:
>Pat,
>
>I know what it feels like, the fear that is, concerning just the thought of
>your mate getting cancer again after what Sandy went through 8 years ago or
>more now it has been I guess.  So, we'll be praying for you and Vernon, too.
>
>Phil.
>
>
>
>----- Original Message -----
>From: "Pat Ferguson" <[log in to unmask]>
>To: <[log in to unmask]>
>Sent: Monday, February 11, 2008 5:37 PM
>Subject: An Apology, and A Prayer request
>
>
> > Hi Everyone,
> >
> > First of all, I want to apologize for putting my stuff about my
> > anxiety and depression in a reply to Phil's message. I should not
> > have done that, and I am sorry I did that. Please forgive me. That
> > was very selfish of me to do that.
> >
> > Now, here is my prayer request.
> >
> > I've been having more anxiety lately, and some depression, and I was
> > going to increase the Zoloft before Christmas, with my P.A.'s
> > permission, but I didn't do it. Now, I have to do it! I'm so scared!
> >
> > It's all I think about. Cancer! Cancer! and more Cancer! I'm so scared!
> >
> > I am not worried about me, and I don't have cancer, but I'm afraide
> > of Vernon getting it again.
> >
> > I get so scared for other people when I hear they have cancer. I cry
> > when others cry, and I cry when I read email about other people's
> > depression or health problems.
> >
> > Lovingly,
> > Pat Ferguson
> >
> >