Hi Kim,
My thoughts and my prayers are surrounding you right now.  Keep on praying 
and girl you will make it through.

Huggs,

Virgie and Lady Hoshi
----- Original Message ----- 
From: "Kim Etheridge" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Sunday, November 25, 2007 12:50 PM
Subject: pan attack


> Ugh, I had another panic attack. Satan scum bag thinks he can pull one on 
> me. I was in the kitchen, and I opened the freezer, to get some ice to put 
> in my tea, and I heard this noise. It sounded like John, the man who lives 
> with my aunt and me had either come home and was either teasing me, orit 
> sounded like an animal. It was like ninny ninny, or something like that, I 
> don't know. I immediately had the feeling that I'd been left behind, so I 
> rushed to my room, turned on the TV, to see if there were news on, but 
> praise God I didn't find any, because Satan was putting these oh no I've 
> been left behind thoughts in my head, so I expected to hear about global 
> vanishings, which we know is the rapture. Ugh, it just scared me. When I 
> couldn't find anything on the TV or radio, I ran back in here to try to 
> call a few people, but a friend of mine that I tried calling didn't 
> answer, there wasn't an answer at my Dad's house, and there wasn't an 
> answer when I tried to call one of my aunts, and then I tried my former 
> fiance, and there was no answer, so I went back into my room again, and 
> turned on the radio, and listened to a few minutes of preaching, and I 
> thought of a friend of mine that I've been communicating with for awhile, 
> so that's when I ran back in here and called her. I was so relieved when 
> she answered the phone. I don't ever want to go through anything like this 
> again. Do you know what really upsets me? Why do I fear, when it comes to 
> this? I'm saved. I feel so ashamed when I cave into fear like this, when 
> we both know that if the rapture had occurred, we'd be floating into the 
> clouds to meet our Jesus. Good grief, what's wrong with me? I'm such a 
> child! I'm saved. I accepted Jesus, He washed my sins away, and I was 
> baptized, and I don't doubt my salvation, so why all this panic?
>