Tee, my friend,

I've had a taste of wanting to kill myself too.  If you lived close by, I 
would try to find a way to get to your house.  unfortunately, I live in 
Idaho and you n Ohio.  Have you ever heard of Love INC.?  That stands for 
Love In Christ.  they have volunteers, across church denominations, who are 
willing to spend time with those who need help.  I'll give you the national 
link below, because I don't know the county you live in.  If you don't have 
the emotional energy to research this, let me know.  I've tried to contact 
you before, but the messages didn't go through.  if you'd like to write me 
privately, and vent some more, I'll give my email address as well, for your 
convenience.  Here's the info:

http://www.loveinc.org/

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If you're tired of holding the rope, ask Jesus to help you let go of it and 
let Him hold you.  I know that's easier said than done, but it comforts me 
to know that we can do that, even ask Him to help us let go when we cannot.

I love you in The Lord.

Sharon