Phil,

the lord spoke to me in your story.  I know how it feels to be "hopelessly" 
trapped, and I can talk with Jesus without being concerned about my 
sincerity.  He is a real person, not an imaginary playmate or entity of my 
mind.

Also, I see something curious about water:  I am afraid to learn to float or 
swim.  I don't mind going into water as long as there's something solid to 
hang onto.  As far as I'm concerned right now, I cannot have a sense of 
security in water, because if I thrash around, it would be a lot easier to 
die.  On solid ground, or whatever I'm anchored to, there is no need for me 
to be  afraid, because it doesn't matter whether I am able to float and swim 
or not.  I see the same picture in Spiritual terms, and now I am reminded of 
songs that talk about Jesus being our anchor.  But still...aren't I supposed 
to do something?  Please continue to pray that Jesus will reveal Himself and 
His Truth.

thanks, and that is a great story.

Sharon