Wow Rhonda!

that hit the nail on the head for me today!  I was mulling over the feeling 
I've had that I can't really be happy now unless I keep getting new things, 
or look forward to getting them later, and that I can't really look forward 
to Heaven, because I won't get what I really want, if anything would satisfy 
me.  Of course, that's a whopping lie, but feelings are real, and I think I 
know part of the reason I have them.  I've prayed that God would help me to 
be content in all circumstanceshere, and to look forward with excitement, to 
Heaven.  Please pray with me too!

thanks much!

Sharon