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| Date: | Tue, 16 Dec 2003 08:15:47 -0600 |
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Shelly,
No need to worry about rude emails or having to unsub from the list. Your
requests ae welcome, and we are your friends here. I'm sorry you had to
endure all you had as a child and the situation you find yourself in
currently as well. It is perfectly normal to have such blockages. It is a
natural way of protecting us. And looking at that little feature we have
built within us, how can anyone doubt there isn't a God? Anyway, for those
events of days gone by, have you sought a counselor to work your way past
them? For your current MRI situation, some have given you good
advice here. I've never had one, but they don't last forever and the idea
of an open one with tunes jamming in the ears sounds like It'd be not too
bad. Keep us informed of when your MRI is scheduled and we'll keep you in
prayer for during that too eh.
Brad
At 12/13/2003 on Saturday, you wrote:
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>Not much to say. the altrasound which went fairly well not counting the =
>pain I had at certain points did not show anything abnormal at least =
>that they could see. They said that they could not see manything well on =
>the right side not even my ovary which is wierd because that's where =
>most of my apin has been. So now I get to have an MRI on Tuesday at =
>12:45. What's up with me always having appointments at 45 after the =
>hour? I'm neveous because I do not do small spaces well and since I'm =
>taking the bus I can not given anything to calm me beforehand or during. =
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>Today I'm not doing well. I can't eat. I've prepared several things but =
>I keep gagging on it. I'm hungry darn it! I can keep down water at =
>least.=20
>Ok, I've been debating whether or not I wanted to write about this, but =
>u guys seem pretty understanding, and I suppose if I get any rude email =
>I can change my address or leave the list or whatever.=20
>As a young child and teen if I was in a situation where I felt =
>threatened or scared (like during child abuse or some of the scarrier =
>medical proceedures that were done) I'd space out. It's like I could =
>shut my brain down. I have memory blocks in those places. No I do not =
>have another personality that takes over I just sort of leave.=20
>So I spent 2 years in therapy learning to deal with my post traumatic =
>stress disorder symptoms. And I'd gone 4 years without spacing. Until =
>yesterday when they told me they wanted to do the MRI. It was an =
>unplanned unpayed vecation out of Shelly's messed up brain. This feels =
>like a huge setback!=20
>prayers appreciated.=20
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>Not much to say. the altrasound which = went fairly=20 well not counting
>the pain I had at certain points did not show anything = abnormal at least
>that they could see. They said that they could not see = manything well on
>the right side not even my ovary which is wierd = because that's=20 where
>most of my apin has been. So now I get to have an MRI on Tuesday = at
>12:45.=20 What's up with me always having appointments at 45 after the
>hour? I'm = neveous=20 because I do not do small spaces well and since I'm
>taking the bus I can = not=20 given anything to calm me beforehand or during.
>Today I'm not doing well. I can't eat. = I've=20 prepared several things
>but I keep gagging on it. I'm hungry darn it! I = can keep=20 down water
>at least.
>Ok, I've been debating whether or not I = wanted to=20 write about this,
>but u guys seem pretty understanding, and I suppose if = I get=20 any rude
>email I can change my address or leave the list or whatever.=20
>As a young child and teen if I was in a = situation=20 where I felt
>threatened or scared (like during child abuse or some of = the=20 scarrier
>medical proceedures that were done) I'd space out. It's like I = could=20
>shut my brain down. I have memory blocks in those places. No I do not =
>have=20 another personality that takes over I just sort of leave.
>So I spent 2 years in therapy learning = to deal with=20 my post traumatic
>stress disorder symptoms. And I'd gone 4 years = without=20 spacing. Until
>yesterday when they told me they wanted to do the = MRI. It=20 was an
>unplanned unpayed vecation out of Shelly's messed up brain. This =
>feels=20 like a huge setback!
>prayers appreciated.
>
>
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