Actually, I am also feeling churned, beaten,  crushed and chopped.  Don't 
know what is wrong with me?  I feel really down and mad at myself.  I NEED 
to QUIT smoking But Can not or will not?  Not sure which it is.  Looking for 
somewhere I can stay for a few days to deal with withdrawals etc.  I hear Sky 
bus air is cheap so I'd be willing to fly anywhere just to get help with this 
stupid habit.  Love, Tee.