Phil,

Thanks for what you said aboutg God knowing we are blind.  I just needed 
that today.

JulieMelton
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----- Original Message ----- 
From: "Phil Scovell" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Saturday, June 02, 2007 9:09 PM
Subject: The Symbol Of Evil


> I know some will find this odd to talk about but I often go back and read
> favorite chapters in my books.  These two Christian e-novels sometimes 
> just
> amaze me.  I was reading the sequel tonight, a couple of my favorite
> chapters, number 15 and number 18 and the epilogue, and I cried like a 
> baby
> at times.  When my synthesizer stopped at the end of one of the chapters, 
> I
> sat silently in my office thinking and wondering how in the world those
> ideas came to mind because I know I could not have made those things up on
> my own.  It isn't pride you are hearing, it is the feeling of humility in
> the presence of the Lord.  I'm not, as you know, a humble person and pride
> is something I have been confronted with more than I care to remember. 
> Yet,
> as I read some of these chapters, I find myself saying, that isn't me. 
> No,
> I don't believe in automatic writing, well, I believe in it but it comes
> from the Enemy and not from the Lord.  How do I know?  Just read the books
> by those who claim to have spirit guides and wrote their book using
> automatic writing.  Even some of the phony non canonical books that some
> claim are the other gospels of the bible and they claim are by automatic
> writing.  Sure, but it wasn't the moving of the Holy Spirit doing that
> writing.  I have read too many of those books so I know what I'm saying.
> Anyhow, I am the first to admit that the two Christian adventure e-novels
> are not for everybody.  Some just can't take it when they read it because 
> it
> stirs up too many bad feelings.  Some think the stories are pornographic,
> sinful, and a few other things.  I have seen others, who have read and
> called me on the phone and asked for prayer, that have been healed in
> miraculous ways, too.  So, who did that?  Not me and certainly not the
> Enemy.  At the same time, I find areas of humor that make me laugh out 
> loud
> when I read.  So this isn't a plea to get people to read what I write, or
> what I have written, but I know Jesus wants to work in your life even if 
> you
> don't want to read the books.  At least read the other stories that are 
> true
> testimonies on my site.  Let me tell you something else that I will 
> explain
> in detail soon.  Many people on this list are blind and your blindness, as
> it does me from time to time, attempts to destabilize your relationship 
> with
> Christ.  He, Jesus, knows this already and, yes, He does care about it, 
> and
> yes, He has not forgotten that you are blind.  He is making a way for you
> which no man can explain.  You will see it before He returns.  He isn't
> afraid and He has never been wrong and He has known you from the 
> beginning.
> Others may have forgotten you and most don't even care.  He has seen you
> standing alone in church when everyone else is talking and shaking hands 
> and
> yet no one comes to even say hello to you.  Yes, He has even recognized 
> that
> they have only noticed you because you have a dog with you and they are
> literally more interested in the dog than you.  Jesus has not forgotten 
> you
> and although He loves the dog, He loves you more because He died for you 
> and
> rose again to prove He meant what He said.  So, in the days and weeks to
> come, if we have that much time, more will be said and more will be done
> because Jesus is not coming back until He has finished His work on earth.
> He is coming for a bride without spot or wrinkle and this was not a
> metaphorical poetic way of speaking.  He meant what He said and you, we, 
> are
> that bride without spot or wrinkle.  I was reading today about Peter, 
> James,
> and John when Jesus took them up on the mount of transfiguration with Him.
> Remember?  It says that the face of Jesus shined like the sun and his
> clothing white as the light.  White as light?  What's up with that?  White
> light?  Far out!  Read it for yourself in Matthew chapter 17 if you doubt
> it.  Then the voice of God said, This is my Son.  Listen to Him.  It 
> wasn't
> a suggestion either.  Jesus had to go and touch each of the boys because 
> the
> volume of the voice of God the Creator, not to mention his presence, 
> slammed
> them to the ground and knocked them loonie tune.  Now that's what I call
> having church.  Man, would I have loved to have been there when that
> happened.  Just remember this.  Church ain't over yet and we are going to
> see Him as He is because we will be like Him.  I didn't say it, He did. 
> He
> said, we are going to see Him.  Now you know why a bride wears white.
>
> Phil.
>