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Not a problem. I just didn't want you to think I was ignoring you :). No
worry.
Brad.
on 11:37 PM 6/30/2007, Chipmunks said:
Yes, sir. I did - two mesages at two different accounts. I just got out of
gospel sounds and am planning a bit of mail catchup before crashing here.
hugs and squeezes
Doris
At 10:18 PM 6/30/2007 -0600, you wrote:
Wondered if you got recent mail from me at your personal address?
Brad
At 06:23 PM 6/30/2007, you wrote:
Yes, sometimes I get scared of Mr. God. this is me and not him, I know but
sometimes I just can't seem to help that. i get scared that Mr. God gets
mad at me and wants to throw me out when I fell short again. And I do so
often. I know that is rubbish and that Mr.God really loves me and is a big
hopper over anyone who he can adopt if we only let him but the "youve been
bad you can't be loved" echoes big time in me sometimes when I lose focus
from mr. God and that is when I really sstrugle.
On a much larger scale, i'm afraid of God in the sense that he absolutely
awes me because he's just beyond comprehension in his knowledge and love
and power and wisdom and presence and extending from the no beginning to
the no end that he is really beyond words and behond anything the human
mind or at least mine can even begin to comprehend and yet he cares enough
to want fellowship with each of us even though he doesn't have to because
he has perfect fellowship in himself with Jesus and Ruach and they have
perfection in themselves but they don't when they get me yet they want me
and everyone of us and also those who don't know them and that is just
incredible and awesome. maybe this is "fear of the lord" or maybe that's
just a churchy term. i am not scared of mr God with that but it makes me
just feel very little and very humble that he cares and bothers. "why
would the father bother?" <g>
We have such a wonderful God and I want to get to know him for real and
sometimes I wonder what it would be like to just really be with him like
with a daddy but my idea of "daddies' is limited to daddy pictures largely
and even the best of these cannot come even close to what Mr.God promises
and I long so much for that! I guess I would like to get together on
Mr.God's lap together right next with Jesus and cuddle with Mr. god and
jesus and not be scared of the thought.
If that sounds weird, it probably is. I don't always think in big
theological terms when I think of Mr. God on a personal level.
So to sum things up, yes sometimes I am afraid of mr. God.One is not
really afraid but more reverence and that is actually pretty cool because
it makes me aware of God's Vastness and omnipotence and I draw comfort
from that. When I get scared of mr.God booting me out or not listening to
me, then I at least in my head know that that is not of God but of the
Evil One trying to get me to doubt Mr. God just as if some of myself
starts to secondguess stuff or people I should know better. I'm not aware
of Evil getting in between when I'm in the middle of such a rut sometimes
though.
Thanks for the question, this is an intersting thread.
God Bless,
Doris
At 03:16 PM 6/30/2007 -0600, you wrote:
Are you afraid of God?
Q.
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